Didnt know why i woke up again that early, cant reali sleep and eat well, kept tinking abt the problem, haiss but i reali cant help it.. it juz came to my mind none stop making me remb and remb.. A friend like me the suitation is abt the same but juz that the problem is different, hope that he is doing fine with her ler ba~ I realise that in a r/s it reali takes two to willing to change and claps to work out.. maybe in r/s i have alot more to realise.. Juz browsing thru my friendster testimonial, read ur 3 long testimonial its reali sweet realising how important i was to euu before but thats the past ler... How shld i stop myself from tinking abt this things anymore to make myself sad, trying very hard to at least seems happi infront of euu juz not to stress euu..

Rite now, im trying to change the way euu will like.. but will euu ever try to change for me too? maybe its hard ba~ The fear of reali losing euu, reali starts happening ler wad shld i do? In my life its euu that matters the most, nthing else ler... Loving euu always~

With ♥ From Suzanna [11:09 AM]